To Return, or NOT to Return.. that is the question.

But is there an answer to please everyone??

I think NOT!

Lionel wants to return the computer I bought him for Christmas to buy new furniture for our apartment. Which FYI! is something I want, not him! How is that fair to the thought I put into his present!? So I suggested, to make it fair, I'll also return the Tiffany's necklace he bought me, but what happened?? You guessed it! He's butt hurt about it. How dare I think about returning the gift he put so much thought into! How dare I! But... But.... wait! Isn't he doing that to me and the gift I put so much thought and money into? Mmmmhmmm! 

Double standard much?! YES! More like typical male ego!

ugh.. Once again, I'm so frustrated! What to do.. What to do! 

Anyways.... the rest of today's events didn't go as well as I would have liked. But what can I say? It's another typical day.. more lies from my mother. More disappointments in myself. 

**Shakes It Off** BLEH! 

I need a change in life! It's definitely time for a change. A dramatic change as a matter of fact. I need to focus on myself and get my life back onto track. 

-I need to go back to school

-I need to work on my outer appearance

-and I need to stop worrying about what the rest of the world thinks! (this is a long story for another day.. )

To be continued another day... 

Goodnight to whoever reads this. 

Christmas Presents Thus Far...

Oh yea.. I used it- "thus far".  :) 

**ima dork.. i know**

Anywho, Lionel and I exchanged Christmas presents much earlier than expected. Why? Well, it's complicated. We're complicated individuals. I blame PMS and snooping. Snooping on both parts, not just myself. 

Again, anywho- I bought him a new desktop with a killer flat panel hdmi screen, awesome tower, and a new graphics card. He bought me THE MOST BEAUTIFUL white gold, diamond encrusted eternity heart necklace from Tiffany & Co.  Yes, the precious little blue box allll girls look forward to at some point in their lives. Did I expect something so gorgeous!? Never! Do I wear it religiously and refuse to take it off? You know it!

I'm not a materialist girl at all, but being spoiled with diamonds isn't too shabby! Kudos to the hubby for doing so well this Christmas! :)

For my mom- a wrench set. It's practical and I know she needs one. She's not frivolous and doesn't like clutter, so I always manage to buy something she can get some good use out of. 

The In-Laws- Gift cards, expensive perfumes/lotions, wine, and a new X Box 360 for the little bro. 

UGH! Broke. Broke. Broke.